Tears & Rain

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;

See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish Id chosen darkness from cold.

How I wish I had screamed out loud,

Instead Ive found no meaning.

I guess its time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,All pleasures the same:

it just keeps me from trouble.Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

Ive heard what they say, but Im not here for trouble.

Its more than just words: its just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.Im so cold from fear.