Monday, September 24, 2007

Lesson from the pain

When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone?

I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue.

We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny ...

That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad.

The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side.

I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet.

If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you.

For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time.

Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full of life;
And every day held promise,
And our futures, clear and bright.

But now the lights are darkening ...
We take it daily now;
I cannot see our futures clear
Or think beyond this cloud.

I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye.

For if I let myself admit
It's time to let you go;
I'd have to face reality
Without you ... but I know ...

That soon I have to face the
Final outcome that I dread,
And holding on will only serve
To hurt you in the end.

You've given such unselfish love
For all our time in life,
But if I hold too tightly,
You'll not move t'ward the light ...

On to a better life, where you
Can once again be free,
Of all the pain and discomfort
That holds you here to me.

So if I find the courage just to say
This last farewell,
I hope you will forgive me for
The time it took me; still ...

I'll hold with me, the memories
That in my heart remain,
Pray one day, down the road a'ways...
They'll lesson my own pain.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

I Remember

I can remember the time,
when our love was deep and true.
Promises made and forever kept,
sealed for life, "I do".

Blessed by God, Heaven ordained,
intertwined; body, spirit, and soul.
Two become one, for better or worse,
a lifetime to share, the heavenly goal.

I can remember the time,
secrets shared, memories made.
Always together, never to part,
A love so strong, it could never fade.

So tell me why you’re distant,
for reasons, I don't know why.
You pack your bags, no looking back,
You never say goodbye.

My heart once so full of life,
is now broken beyond repair.
My body, spirit, and soul,
now tore in two.
This new life forced on me,
is more than I can bear.

Only love can break a heart,
and my heart your love can mend.
If you would only come home,
a renewed love God would send.

I can remember the time,
when your faith was so strong.
Nothing could come between us,
nothing could go wrong.

Remember once you believed,
our love was rare to find.


look into your eyes, your heart, your soul
Were you really loving me or lying?
My love goes deeper than I ever imagined it could
or even would.

Love is a part of life, I know.
So is the pain and the sorrow,
along with the smiles, and the joys.
My life will be forever changed
because I loved you.

It seemed as though my world was falling apart,
along with my heart.
No longer will I let your memory hurt me.
I will move on with my life,
no longer letting you be a part of me.


You are still in my brain
You're causing so much pain
I still can't believe
You used my feelings
For your foolish game
Named love

Held you close in my arms
Felt so nice and warm
I gave you my love
I gave you my heart
I gave you all I had
got nothing back except
Pain that's driving me insane

You are still in my heart
My love for you will never die
My thoughts will always be with you
And the pain I feel inside will always
Remind me of someone I still love

Tuesday, September 18, 2007


Take my hand and lead the way
tell me all you want to say
Whisper softly in my ear
all those things I want to hear.

Kiss my lips and touch my skin
bring out passions deep within
Pull me close and hold me near
take away my pain and fear.

In the darkness of the night
be my beacon, shine your light
In the brightness of the sun
show me that you are the one.

Give me wings so I can fly
for I can soar when you're nearby
Enter my heart, break down the wall
it's time for me to watch it fall.

I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free
Strip me of my armor tight
you'll find I won't put up a fight.

Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Can We still be friend

I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand


Saturday, September 15, 2007

kunci janji ku

Kepadamu kuberjanji
Kuharap engkau mengerti
Walaupun sekali kusimpuli mati untukmu

Usah dengar kata orang
Yang ingin membinasamu
Sekali kuberjanji padamu
Cukup untuk selama-lama

Usah engkau ragu kepadaku
Sekian lama kuhebahkan
Percintaan kupadamu
Menyisir bahagia kekalkanlah begitu

Kulukiskan panorama rindu
Kutuliskan azimat hatiku
Kukuncikan hati hanyalah untukmu
kunci mu jua ada pada ku

Seandainya Tuhan mengizinkan
Ingin aku terus bersamamu
Biarpun pedih dugaannya
Rela aku menghadapinya dengan sabar

Seandainya Tuhan mengizinkan
Cintamu mekar bersamaku
Ingin aku membahagiakan hidupmu

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

We're sailing......

I am sailing, I am sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
I am sailing, stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

I am flying, I am flying,
like a bird 'cross the sky.
I am flying, passing high clouds,
to be with you, to be free.

Can you hear me, can you hear me
thro' the dark night, far away,
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

Can you hear me, can you hear me,
thro' the dark night far away.
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

We are sailing, we are sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
We are sailing stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free.
Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free,
Oh Lord.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

I've learned a lot of lessons

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."

P/S : I'll sit here silently remembering all the memories

I'm try......

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away

I thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall
My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste

Why does life have to be like this?
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Please forgive me - Bryan Adams

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me

Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Here without you...

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

Wonderful tonight

It's late in the evening;
she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up
and brushes her long blonde hair.

And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see

This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.

And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see

The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
how much I love you.

It's time to go home now
and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys
and she helps me to bed.

And then I tell her,
as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Gaduh: Pemuda mati, rakan parah

ANGGOTA polis memeriksa sebuah kenderaan yang dipecahkan cermin dalam kejadian serangan di perkarangan tempat letak kereta Pekaka Square, Sungai Dua di George Town, Pulau Pinang semalam.

PULAU PINANG 31 Ogos – Seorang lelaki terbunuh manakala seorang lagi cedera parah dalam satu pergaduhan membabitkan dua kumpulan lelaki di hadapan Pekaka Square, Sungai Dua di sini, awal pagi ini.

Mangsa, Mohd. Anwar Harun, 24, meninggal dunia semasa dalam perjalanan ke Hospital Pulau Pinang (HPP) akibat kecederaan parah di muka dan pendarahan dalaman ekoran dipukul menggunakan objek tumpul keras.
Dalam kejadian kira-kira pukul 4.30 pagi, mangsa yang cedera parah dari satu lagi kumpulan, berusia lingkungan 30-an dan kini masih
dirawat di HPP.

Ketua Polis Pulau Pinang, Datuk Koh Hong Sun berkata, siasatan awal menunjukkan kejadian berpunca daripada salah faham antara dua kumpulan berkenaan yang dipengaruhi kesan minuman keras.

Tambahnya, ekoran kejadian itu polis telah menahan tujuh lelaki termasuk tiga orang dari kumpulan yang sama dengan mangsa yang terbunuh untuk membantu siasatan.

‘‘Saya ingin tegaskan bahawa kejadian itu bukan kes isu perkauman tetapi pergaduhan berpunca daripada kesan minuman keras.

‘‘Polis sedang giat menyiasat kes ini di bawah Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan dan Seksyen 149 Kanun Keseksaan,’’ katanya pada sidang akhbar di sini hari ini.
Difahamkan, polis turut menemui parang, batang besi, batang kayu, sebuah motosikal serta cebisan objek yang pecah akibat dipukul di tempat kejadian.

Tambahnya, dalam kejadian berasingan satu lagi pergaduhan membabitkan dua kumpulan lelaki berlaku di perkarangan kondominium Mutiara Heights, Jelutong di sini.
Jelas beliau, dua lelaki berusia 18 dan 19 tahun cedera setelah diserang secara beramai-ramai oleh satu kumpulan lain dan kini dirawat di HPP.

‘‘Belum ada tangkapan dalam kes ini dan siasatan sedang dijalankan dan kes tersebut di siasat di bawah Seksyen 148 Kanun Keseksaan.

‘‘Polis percaya kedua-dua kes itu mempunyai kaitan antara satu sama lain dan pada masa ini semuanya dalam keadaan terkawal memandangkan tiada lagi kejadian seumpama itu dilaporkan berlaku selepas beberapa jam kedua-dua insiden terjadi,’’ ujarnya.
Sehubungan itu, Hong Sun menasihatkan orang ramai supaya tidak membesar-besarkan kejadian tersebut sekali gus mengelakkan diri dari menyebarkan berita-berita yang tidak berasas berhubung kejadian ini.